Thursday, September 8, 2011

Lil Wayne's World

[ugh. I really could not fix how crappy this post looks. sorry.]


I really really love hip hop. Like, LOVE. Almost unconditionally. . . . To me, there isn't that much difference between what this wild little lyricist is saying in this song and how I also feel about my life. That's right! I'm the same as Lil Wayne! hahaha just kidding. Well, maybe. Maybe he wears crocs, loves french fries and medium sized white dogs too. That don't sound too far off. Come on.


Anywho, If your mind is open, you really don't have to look that close to see it.  I've always loved this song. Just found out how good it is read aloud. 




I got ice in my veinsblood in my eyehate in my heartlove in my mindI seen nights full of paindays of the sameyou keep the sunshinesave me the rainI search but never findhurt but never cryi work and forever trybut im cursed so never mineand its worse but better timesseems further and beyondthe top gets higher the more that I climbthe spot gets smaller and I get biggertrying to get in where I fit inno room for a n-gga but soon for a n-gga it be on mutherf-cker causeall this bullsh-t have made me strong, mutherf-cker


So I pick the world up and im a drop it on your f-ckin headyeah, bitch ima pick the World up and I’ma drop it on your f-ckin headyeah, and I can die no rebirth now mutherf-ckerhop up in my spaceship and leave earth motherfuckerI’m gone, mutherf-cker, I’m gone


I know what they dont wanna tell youjust hope your heaven sent and ya hell proofi’ll wake up in the World and cut the lights offand confidence is a stain they cant wipe offuh, my word is my pridebut wisdom is bleak and thats word from the wiseserved to survive, murder and bribeand when it got too heavy i put my burden aside


[Eminem]it hurts but never showits pain youll never knowif only you can see just how lonely and how coldand frostbit i’ve becomemy back’s against the wallwhen push come to shovei just stand up and scream f-ck em allman it feels like these walls are closing in, this roof is caving in,oop its time to raise it thenyour days are numbered like pages and my vocal rhymes got em cookem boythis crooked mind of mine got em all shook and scared to look in my eyes,I stole that f-ckin clock, i took the time and i came up from behindand pretty much snuck up and butt f-cked this game upbetter be careful when you bring my name up f-ck this famethat aint what i came to claim, but the game aint gonna be the sameon the day that i leave itI swear one way or another im gonna make these f-ckin haters believe it ,I swear to God, (?) im a man of my wordso your f-ckin heads better nodim gonna f-ck around in this bitch and roast everybodysleep on me that pillar is where yo head will lie permanetly bitch its betty bye(?)this world is my easter egg getting prepared to die
my head is swollmy confidence is upthis stage is my pedastalim unstoppable the incredible hulkyour trapped in my medicine ballI can run circles around you so fast your f-ckin head will spin dog,Ill split your cabbage and your lettuce and i’ll f-ckin….               


- Lil Wayne, "Drop the World" featuring Eminem

More about being 30. As expected.

How's the birthday week going you ask? I just asked myself this. I started thinking about it and then I remembered that half of the reason I decided to write this blog is so that I could have a place where I'm "forced" to work out my shit. So here goes. Gonna really analyze here. HA!

Found an exciting, new sense of renewal about my life. Just last week, actually. Changed my filter, changed my views - still trying to flush it all out, but hey, 90% is always a good return rate. Found it all through the strong words of friends and my everly optimistic about everything fiance.

Relationships around me moved and shook, boy they did. But they didn't topple and crash off the freakin' table and like my Coffee Bean just did right now. All over the floor, my shoes and the edge of my macbook, in front of everyone. The energy had to go somewhere, I guess. Now I have to tip more, but that's ok.


Also, scored a mostly free day off from work due to a technicality! Also, I'm excited about going to school! Something I thought would never happen. EVER. But this time it's different . . .

Also, just bought some sugar.

Tomorrow should muy mucho funs! I can feel it!