I think I burnt this weekend?! Strange. Brown, browning. And browninger, haha! I haven't burnt since, mmm, childhood? Does this mean I'm getting older and things are changing. ugh.

Lonny rented 'Melancholia' by Lars von Trier. Beautiful and well-crafted. Performances are perfect. But just like 'Antichrist', it is not for the light of heart and strangely borders on hard to watch. I wanna punch Kirsten Dunst's character in the face, her depressive episodes are maddening to the core. Why is she given a pricey gorgeous wedding when they haven't even figured out her meds yet? The two films have also made me look at Charlotte Gainsbourg as nothing else but a total hysterical neurotic. I can't imagine her as anything happy, I've never seen her face with any kind of contentment, only furrowed eyebrows attached to a sickly skinny person who I only know from Lars von Trier movies . . . Alas, and even though - good weekend, great and memorable . . . and there is always Haagen Dazs banana split ice cream, panaderia sugared croissant thingies and saturday morning pancakes - now thinner and crispy!


Soooo . . . . here's some cool shit you won't believe . . . my stylish cousin being a magician . . .  http://vimeo.com/40976404

Annnnd, it looks like we've found Cody's worried look . . . Lonny is at a job interview which I think he's going to nail in a big way. I am happy for the kid, but Cody is beyond worried that he will no longer have Lonz to be home, unemployed and merry with. Well, I mean, this is my best interpretation to him constantly looking back at me a lot with this expression and then staring at the door. I've known Cody for a long time - it's either this, or he thinks Lonz is gonna come back with a cat. The possibility of either of those disasters is really irking him right now.

I feel like something is about to end and I think it's going to hurt in my little dog heart.